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by Jessica
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Why?
Still I need to know,
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Why did he part so soon?
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We weren’t ready to say good bye,
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Left behind the world mourns.
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He still had so much to share,
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Still so much to give
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Did we push him to the limit?
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If that’s it I hope he’ll forgive.
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Why isn’t this pain easing?
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Isn’t time supposed to heal our wounds?
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It’s like he grabbed my heart
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And won’t let go
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I never thought I will outlive him
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Even when I’m younger
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Somehow I believed
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That he will always be around.
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There are many lessons for all of us,
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Thru his trials and tribulations,
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Thru his pains and sorrows,
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Thru his anguish and confessions
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The way this world treated him,
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But yet he remains so kind
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Showing us love is the way,
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Powerful force that our lives should guide
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So many disrespected him,
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And deprived others from appreciating,
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The wonders and depths of his arts,
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How he was so sweet, kind and gentle.
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Not only praise him for his talent,
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Not all the talent in the world,
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Could balance out if he had,
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Ever done things so wrong
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If everyone could enjoy,
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His talent without reservations,
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Understand what he stood for,
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And how he was all about love
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The first time in my life,
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I ever really felt my heart,
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Was as he touched my soul,
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Just by listening one of his song
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His controversial life might be over,
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But his music will outlive us all.
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How can any of us forget?
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The voice of our heart so clear and strong
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Whenever I think of his kids
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How they need him so much
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I will love to have him back
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So they can have their dad
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Even if that means that
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I’ll never get to know where he’s at.
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I will love to know
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That he’s somewhere raising his kids.
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That’s the way it should have been.
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Even though I feel so sad
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I know that I’m not alone…
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For he’s always in my mind
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In my heart and in my soul.
- Jessica
December 2009
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