A Letter To The Fans From Neyha On Her Birthday Today

MICHAEL AND MY FRIENDS--- YOU ALL ARE MY GUIDING LIGHT AND SANCTUARY OF LOVE.

I FIND PEACE AND COMFORT IN YOU!

*Michael* -- Thank you for the Birthday Gift..This is the best you could do for me from the other side. THIS-IS-IT song got released at midnight on Oct 12th.The lyrics fit well. I know they are written to me. I know today you are only with me!

I promise I will be at my best behaviour :)

Every year, I kept a piece of cake for you but this year you are not here physically. You are on the other side of the wall watching me trying to get on with life without you being here and still keeping that piece. You know how much we all love you from the bottom of our hearts. The scar won't get healed ever. Even, the passage of time won't help. Do you even realize how important you are to us?

I think in this lifetime, you did not know the full potential of our love for you but now you know it all. I hope your heart is content and you will keep healing us with the warmth of your love and affection.

Thank you my family, my MJ-Upbeat family and friends for the lovely wishes! Bonnie has provided me with an outlet to my emotions and I can not thank her enough for that. Had she been not here, I would have surely become brain dead forever.

I know Michael has worked things around me to make me meet all the beautiful people like you whom I had never met here in my country. I was always alone in my struggle to love Michael amidst all the confusion and hatred towards him. I trusted him and didn't read the tabloids and I am so happy, I passed the testing waters.

We have to stay strong and fight for justice till the end. I can feel that is how I will gain a closure, seeing justice being served to *OUR GOLDEN MAN*

What more can I give to you than immense, unconditional and powerful love from the bottom of my being. Keep Michaeling and we always hug in our family.. so HUGS to all !! KISSES !! :D

Love Always,

Neyha

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