An Essay About MJ From Dalia

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I miss you dearly, my adult child with all my heart broken to know that you're not to share this world with whom we love you including me, I love you for what you mean and mean your sweet memory for the rest of my life.

Much is said when an idol dies, his death was faked. In truth, I do not think Michael has faked his death because he was a very responsible and professional unable to leave about a show like that was building for this is it his farewell of stage. Never would do that to his public, or their fans who loved him. I have no such expectations because I think to know Michael well enough to know that he would never do that. What I can say is that although he is no longer physically, his love, his legacy, his essence are very present in this world and it is undeniable that Michael lives yet.

I don't know if you've felt the same as me, but even knowing that he is physically no longer, a feeling that It is not true, not quite... Michael is living in the most beautiful things in the world he loved.
Michael is the most beautiful sunset, is the flower in its cocoon, is the full moon, the morning dew, the brightest star in the dark night, is the smile of a child, even here, I feel when I see beautiful things around me. Others will say that I cling vainly attempting to stay with something of someone who is not or will not be here anymore, but they don't understand that for me, Michael means beauty in all its splendor, and beauty endures even though people are gone, the beauty continues as Lavoisier said "the Matter is not created or destroyed only transformed " In that sense Michael is present in every beautiful thing that can exist.

I see Michael and I see God in a beauty that is hard to describe. I'm not saying that Michael is God, just say that Michael is the epitome of perfection created by God.
Like you and me, but unlike you and me, there was something different although not perfect, nobody is perfect, God set on him the whole range of qualities far more than other people. That is why I say Michael as all geniuses, was touched by God and was a gift for you, for me and for the world.
By Michael God taught me to appreciate the inner beauty of someone, I can see that the nobility, kindness, altruism, love, compassion, forgiveness, God's teachings are to be imitated. If I had forgotten in Jesus Christ, God comes to my through Michael for reminding me. It may sound like blasphemy, who did not understand what I say because I'm not comparing Michael with Christ, because only God is perfect.

As I said before God set on Michael the most beautiful embodiment of what it means to be truly human, as others put it on no less overtime as Gandhi, Mother Teresa, Martin Luther King to name a few characters who have come to this world transform the thoughts, the way of conceiving life, to do things that are really worth, people whose life was not in vain, people who make the difference that made the change. Michael is from our time, a beautiful godsend for those of us.

Many who are not fans of Michael, reading these lines could say I am a crazy fanatic, but who really knows the soul of Michael, who manages to capture their inner beauty, who was captivated as I was by his beauty that many do not understand because they judge by appearances and rumors, know and will know what I'm talking about.
I deeply love Michael because he's mine, he belongs to my heart hurt for the pain of knowing that my hero, that wonderful human being, my greatest inspiration every day, this being that only disarms me just to see his beautiful smile, knowing that tender sweet voice, quiet, gentle and warm will not be hear anymore, that being that I love is not breathing, no longer share my world, that's very sad.

But as I always say, that instead of losing him I think I won, I know that he exists somewhere in the universe and now his soul is free to know how much I love him. I feel his blessings from heaven every time I pronounce his name to say "Michael I love you, I miss you dearly" and every time I do something good for someone in need, expecting nothing in return, there is Michael with his beautiful smile that is impossible not to feel its heat.

Tenderly,
Dalia.

Dalia's Youtube Username: delfinbonito1550

 

 

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Thank you Dalia!