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Why Did I Have To Die?
by Bonnie Lamrock
I trusted him
I trusted them 'all'
To watch me under Propofol
As I lay my weary head to bed,
The world not knows what lay ahead.
A tragedy to come to be
My family, friends and fans will see
How will they live,
How will they cope?
I'll miss them so,
but I must go.
As I slip away
my heart lets go
knowing I was loved
by young and old
I hold on to the memories
of my family and my fans,
As I soar into the Heavens,
I break out into my dance.
I'll dance for all eternity,
here with our Lord
and I'll sing for all the Angels,
I am happy this for sure.
Though I'm happy here in Heaven,
I can't help but stop and think
Why did this all just happen,
did I make a big mistake?
Was it something that I did?
A decision that I made?
that took me from my children
and created so much pain?
No, God assures me,
it was not my mistake
I was only a victim
of the doctors bad mistake.
A patient who had trusted.
That is who I am,
But now I am free
and I know that was God's plan.
I'll watch over my family
I'll watch over my friends,
and I'll watch over my fans
until I see you all again.
MJ
Bonnie Lamrock
Web site: MJ-Upbeat.com
Email: [email protected]
January 17, 2010
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