To The Fans Who Visit MJ-Upbeat

Written in March 2005

My name is Bonnie Lamrock and I run this fan site, 'MJ-Upbeat.com'.

I sometimes receive letter's from people who would like me to get messages to Michael, or who feel I

know more than the average person about what is going on in Michael's life.

I wish that were true, believe me,,,but it's not....if it were true I would share it with you so I can

give you peace of mind that he is doing just fine..... I truly believe Michael is holding strong,,,

I can only say this from the feelings in my heart.

I guess what I want you all to know is I am simply a fan just like you who wishes the very best for Michael.

This fan site is my way of taking action and showing the world how much I love him as does my two daughter's.

Though I have photographed Michael on 4 different occasion's, (these photos are shared for you on

our site),,,,,and I have even been within 5 feet of him,,,,,,I have never met him in person. This is a dream

I share just like most of you,....a dream I hope to be realized someday.....

Perhaps you would like to hear what my dream 'evening' would be if I

were given the chance to spend time with Michael Jackson.....

Please feel free to share your dream day with me as well.....

[email protected]

~ My Dream Evening With Michael Jackson,,,


Let me first start out by saying that my wish is to do something that

Mr. Martin Bashir was 'offered' to do,,,

(but I certainly don't feel he was deserving of),,,,

My wish is to spend a moment with Michael at one of the most special and meaningful places of his life,,,,,,,

his 'Giving Tree'.

Having a chance to talk with him from the heart about anything he wants...fun stuff, happy stuff, 'anything'.

But mostly to be able to be there with him soaking up the atmosphere from this special place that gave him such a feeling of

comfort and security to write and create such beautiful music.     (Scroll Down)

It must be so beautiful up there,,,,being a child I had tree houses,,,, and know how serene it can be.

The serenity and time spent will be 'that much more special' with the man who I have

grown to love so dearly for everything he represent's.

That is my dream......

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(Oh yeah,,,some Taco Bell to order will be fine with me if he'll allow it...... :-)